thinking about writing a long blog post
haha feels like 30 days of thanks was eons ago… and it was only maybe two weeks ago
man the times fly by so fast
right now, i’m sitting by myself in a room, all wrapped up in fuzzy blankets and pillows, chilling with a nice cup of orange juice
promptly writing/trying to write approximately 50 bazillion college applications all at once
college apps make you think a lot about life to be honest and the type of person you are and the type of person you want to be
it is a constant struggle of prediction and chaos and self esteem and confidence
what does the college think of you?
what does the college want from you?
am i good enough to beat this person?
are their stats as good as mine?
is it worth it to put my heart to one college?
omg five thousand applications due tomorrow what do i do?
haha these are some of the questions going through my own head right now, as much as i hate to admit
prayers and trust in jesus ❤ all will be well